never done

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“life is such, that i find myself without so much,
looking for that golden egg to crush,
living to succeed in a rush, unable to keep my thoughts to a hush,
as if ashes to what i touch, if i could only land a punch,
ide feel less of a dunce, and take off the hat of life’s bad puns,
escape the feeling my whole life is done,
there has to be one, that i can say has won,
from my heart to the sun, flows a love not yet done,
resting but never overcome,
i love you no matter what is done,
cuz true love cant be undone,
no matter how much Hell is shown, Heaven cant shun,
so i know i’m down but never done..”

rebounding for air

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HER: like an oxygen tank, you were once the one who helped me breathe. You were the air that filled my lungs, the one that kept me going. I’m suffocating, It’s been so long since I’ve heard your voice.

HIM: i felt like i caused more pain then good, then other times felt as you held your breath, not moment passed that i didnt miss ya gurl, i always wished you the best, understanding if i wasnt your first choice

HER: i need to breathe to stay alive. I held my breath for a moment and in that moment you were gone. It Wasnt my choice you decided to leave. My chest ached as i tried to catch my breath again. I Then realized, I needed the pain to feel alive.

HIM: ive wanted to fill your life and wrap around your heart, i still feel the fear of unknowns created by us being apart, ive never wanted to waste you time, but never quit wanting to make you mine, to create a love that will not leave, to live a love we both can breath

HER: I can not cope with being alone. Hearing your voice everytime the wind blows. The unknowns you fear are Whats keeping me sane.my life is filled with mostly pain. I feel so alive that time doesnt matter, but another breath i cant take until we are together.

still waiting…

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i write with so much feeling
that any heart could reach healing
i have love and lost
but my soul has bared the cost
im searching for the one to make this worth
all that i i have unearthed
life seems so short when you reach for the stars
but when you have nothing they seem so far
i want what all do but my need is empty
cuz the one is not yet seeing me
“hello to my future love”
i pray to the fortunes above
but does it fall upon deaf ears
im losing so many years
searching for what most find sooner
but cant be a loser
cuz the wait will glorify
the one that is ment to testify
words of hope upon my heart and rest
cuz i will give all to the one who is best
fit for my dreams to rest
this is a heart needin to be blessed
i know you can hear me
i know you dont know me
but i love you
cant wait till our love came shine true

random love finding you

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inspiration in my soul,

i dont wanna get out of control,

but i wanna let you know,

im here to stay, im here to finally make,

what you cant mistake,

im all that i can be, now i need you to be,

what we shall be,

hold my hand and see it unfold,

see how love can be told, one heart not to be sold,

only won to the victor, im in love never been sicker,

lover struck are you the maker?

lips testify what can be,

hearts beat what could sing,

and your gaze is what brings, me to you and you to me,

rewriting this thing,

that some limit life as destiny,

but gurl your so much more,

and i want the whole world to adore,

as i my love begins to pour,

you are the one,

not another can be won,

so i give you the end of what words began,

my life upon one kiss,

i hope the meaning you didnt miss,

as between each i hope you miss,

as we create a new found bliss