love writes the music

i feel the rythem in my bones

even tho im alone

producing words thru the vibe

is now how i survive

music creating a perfect world

i could write of all i hate

more based upon my mistakes

but i choose my words like a virgin

one day to offer its purety to her

the special one of my heart

matched as light to the dark

always on my mind

that one day we both will find

the ending to my sentences

the beginning to inspirational experiences

so as i write to every tune

in hopes ill find her soon

i look up to see her in the clouds

lest i become lost in the shrouds

 

still waiting…

i write with so much feeling
that any heart could reach healing
i have love and lost
but my soul has bared the cost
im searching for the one to make this worth
all that i i have unearthed
life seems so short when you reach for the stars
but when you have nothing they seem so far
i want what all do but my need is empty
cuz the one is not yet seeing me
“hello to my future love”
i pray to the fortunes above
but does it fall upon deaf ears
im losing so many years
searching for what most find sooner
but cant be a loser
cuz the wait will glorify
the one that is ment to testify
words of hope upon my heart and rest
cuz i will give all to the one who is best
fit for my dreams to rest
this is a heart needin to be blessed
i know you can hear me
i know you dont know me
but i love you
cant wait till our love came shine true

random love finding you

inspiration in my soul,

i dont wanna get out of control,

but i wanna let you know,

im here to stay, im here to finally make,

what you cant mistake,

im all that i can be, now i need you to be,

what we shall be,

hold my hand and see it unfold,

see how love can be told, one heart not to be sold,

only won to the victor, im in love never been sicker,

lover struck are you the maker?

lips testify what can be,

hearts beat what could sing,

and your gaze is what brings, me to you and you to me,

rewriting this thing,

that some limit life as destiny,

but gurl your so much more,

and i want the whole world to adore,

as i my love begins to pour,

you are the one,

not another can be won,

so i give you the end of what words began,

my life upon one kiss,

i hope the meaning you didnt miss,

as between each i hope you miss,

as we create a new found bliss

anytime forever

ide give her my heart a million times

even if i had to sweep up the pieces

into a pile just to see her face shine

like it was the first each time

she has no idea the beauty of her intrigue

basking in her words like kisses

stumbling  to say what she means to me

fingertips upon her face painting how she appears to be

the most incredible thing under the sun

that was ever to be created in this

world that would lack color if her exsitance was undone

so upon her heart warming smile my breath is hung

waiting to wrap her into my arms as the one she won

waiting patiently

I love the way you made me cry

without any guilt in your eye

knowing no matter how hard I try

I loved only for a lie

 

I gave you my heart away

now im broke in every way

wishing I could forget this pain

oozing from this hole that remains

 

I feel lonely when in a crowd

since you arent with me now

I swore I even seen the sun frown

cuz its’ inspiration ain’t around

 

how many letters can I write

till I will feel all is right

searching faves day and night

for the one making my heart shine bright

 

ill wait for you for eternity

as im dieing internally

for love has grown upon an angels wing

I must be in hell cuz it hasnt returned to me.