losing you

HIM:

no its called writing what comes out, if i think too much on the spelling then im not writing from the inspired moment

if you feel down its cuz youve felt higher, if you been there then that means you can rise that much more…looks is mostly what i can talk to you bout, but the truth is your beauty is reflected from what lays beneath

 

HER:

in which such beauty does not exist but only an illusion caused by a moment. that moment has ceased.

 

HIM:

denial only proves exsitance for if nothing was then there would be nothing to disprove

i am the guy that will tell you how much your worth, then when you feel ontop, tell you a thousand times more

 

HER:

i cannot accept these words you tell..for beauty and worth are in the eye of the beholder and you cannot prove what you cannot see.

 

HIM:

does not a tree make sound with no one around? or the moon rise with none to see? you are deffinition of pure beauty, not because of nothing less then what angels sing, nor less then what songs of saint nick cheers bring…you are what i wish to see, i wish to hold and be, do not fault yourself for my lack, but never let you smile hold back, lest this world be cast into darkness, where love becomes nothingness

 

HIM:

smile cuz there is a tomorrow with you in it, even if you have a man and i cant be it, life needs you to be in it, head high as my hopes are lifted everytime i talk to you

 

HER:

nothingness is where love leads for the tree with fall, the moon with hide, and such beauty you speak fades away. angels may sing but no lullaby will be heard and the children will sit and mope. my smile will die just like you and i until everythings a shade of gray.

 

HIM:

you are heard upon every string of my heart, and i long to make you seen more then the sun, so if you can weather this time we are apart, then i will show you what life as love has won, i dont press more cuz i feel i have failed you, no matter how much i want you, ive been here to encourage you, if you see shades of gray, its cuz im not there to make your day, hear hearts sing that praise, if you can except what is not worthy of your feet, then the rapture you will meet, your heart and soul will be lifted, and mine will be gifted, for you are worth more then i can afford, i prayed everynight the day would not come ide be ignored…how to tell you what your worth, without scaring you to the far ends of the earth?

 

HER:

these failed attempts have made me choke.i lay silent; my words are not of worth. i have been blind to those who love and i have hurt. it must have been my lack of passion. i am not that you have imagined. ignored is not what has become, your prayers may have been answered. but love, happiness seems out of fashion.

 

HIM:

i want my love to be as the wind you feel, the air you breath, not the sun as you feel, nor as a trinket you find, i want to hold you as one who has nothing, as one who is not without you anything, without words to express, i want to have you so impressed, that i could forever make you feel, naw want you to know what i feel

 

HIM:

i only wish to be the one that could make you shine your worth, lack is not cuz your unearthed, nor cuz you have not, but are what i wish to say i got, you give meaning to my words

 

HER:

i care not of what you may feel, i wouldn’t know if it was real. you may put into sentence every word in the dictionary and make the combination sounds oh so ordinary. this is not a dare though, impressed i may be, not because of the words you speak but because of the love i will be able to feel as the wind brushes through my hair and God answers you as my prayer.

 

HIM:

so may God tell me what itll take, thru this wal to break, if i have not words then what? i feel that im just as stuck, i want you to be upon my heart as queen, but i feel my words no longer will enough mean, so how shall i overcome this? how can i steal your heart upon a kiss? if i leave then i lose what i built for you, if i dont then i feel i lose more to, will you give me your hand? or will i be just that man, you knew with words crafted, nad never the one gifted, your the one i want, need and cant ever see anything else, nor never anthing else compares to what ive felt, then when talking to you, and these words hold true

 

HER:

i cannot accept these words you tell..for the future i cannot tell and feelings are in the eye of the beholder and you cannot prove what you cannot see.

time fades us

HIM: every way that you feel, your feeling without Me,
and that breaks my heart i cannot be,
so wish upon a star to one day turn the M to We
like a frown to a smile making all happy
dont waste so much time dancing around destiny
or atleast not the words of love speaking

HER: it feels as if destiny has forgotten its course
everything i do and say feels forced
… we cannot be because love does not ring
in the frown hidden behind the smile.

HIM: ah well i shall buy you the biggest bell
that there will be no mistake to tell
of when love rings for this angel that fell
reaching even to the depths of hell
to symbolize its no limit love drawn from
a deep and unending well

HER: the bell might ring and the sound will drift
with the wind away from the hell we have created.
sedated, we shall be as love travels into our lungs
numbing our bodies from head to toe until it becomes
a glow we will never show.

HIM: i feel drugged everytime we talk, thats the only example
for being unable to walk, as my heart is always searching ways
to not be so far apart, and yet heavy with all the love yet
unleashed, i take the blame of love not lived, as one wooing
a rare song bird, with nothing more then crumbs to give,
so that feeling you said of being numb, thats a promise that im
not yet done, so open your heart as lungs do for air,
and dont be suprised when filled by the one who cares

HER: ill help you walk, ill keep your heart beating..
ill keep you high..the distance will shorten as time pass by.
our lungs crumble to feed the birds and the chirping will blend
with the sounds of the bell..i do care as well as the numbness pulls
our love apart

HIM: time can only try to fade what numbness cannot part,
the only mistake i have ever made, was trying to live without my heart

rebounding for air

HER: like an oxygen tank, you were once the one who helped me breathe. You were the air that filled my lungs, the one that kept me going. I’m suffocating, It’s been so long since I’ve heard your voice.

HIM: i felt like i caused more pain then good, then other times felt as you held your breath, not moment passed that i didnt miss ya gurl, i always wished you the best, understanding if i wasnt your first choice

HER: i need to breathe to stay alive. I held my breath for a moment and in that moment you were gone. It Wasnt my choice you decided to leave. My chest ached as i tried to catch my breath again. I Then realized, I needed the pain to feel alive.

HIM: ive wanted to fill your life and wrap around your heart, i still feel the fear of unknowns created by us being apart, ive never wanted to waste you time, but never quit wanting to make you mine, to create a love that will not leave, to live a love we both can breath

HER: I can not cope with being alone. Hearing your voice everytime the wind blows. The unknowns you fear are Whats keeping me sane.my life is filled with mostly pain. I feel so alive that time doesnt matter, but another breath i cant take until we are together.

time passes, the love remains

him:
like rain that fogs my window, my soul cries and lets go,
i write your name upon the steamed glass, but when it clears what will last?
nothing but a stain, and i want so much more to remain,

her:
Love whispers along the blizzard, but none whispers to me,
my tears are held inside, as my mind creates new lies,
that one day love will come for me. This fog on my windows makes it hard to see,
I wipe away the steam instead of the tears escaping from my eyes,
thinking it’s you whispering to me, love let me be free.

him:
so hard to find my way thru the fog, ive been travling so long have you forgot?
im still on my journey to reach you, trying to be close enough to whisper,
to hold my heart and kiss her, when will the fog lift for me and you?

her:
Your journey remains on my mind but like my name clearing from the steamed glass,
it’s slowly fading from my heart. So much time has passed,
your love for me is no longer art..

him:
no matter what time may fade, my journey will hold course, my heart cannot be swayed,
im not asking you to wait, but remeber fate is a strong force,
and i know not another path to take, then the one leading me to your arms

her:

watching the fog disappear through my window. I wait for love to whisper in my ear. Hoping Its you i see slowly walking near…

Need more then to only listen

HER:

Tears of guilt run down my face

while the things I said run thru my mind

my body is numb I feel like im floating in space

why can’t I leave these thoughts behind?

HIM:

cuz my hands havent wiped your tears

nor cleared your mind with sweet whispers in you ear

a heart is born as a half piece

a whole is hom to make those thoughts cease

HER:

my half piece has turned into a million pieces

the pain is piercing into my chest

I need you hands, I need your arms and whispering breath

to make me feel at rest

HIM:

the heat of my passion to melt

broken pieces so only love is felt

so your pain becomes my tragedy

under the fading light of unity…