to passing hearts

seeing you drop a tear upon her

as she laid looking to God and stared

with only purest love in your eyes

inspired me beyond limits of the skies

i cry cuz i feel i will never have what you had

nor gain what you made

your dark time was a shadow upon my soul

i wish i had the words to make your pain go

but thank you for setting the bar

now i now where to reach and how far

before i retain what is everlasting

as what you are became in my heart so convicting

i have not the words of comfort cuz im not you

but let me just let it be known to you

that you spark the flame to be passed on

so tho there be pain, she is not gone

i may word this in a way as callused but not to be perceived as

for you give so much more as

then it may seem life given to you has

thank you for remaining strong

life may now seem so long

but every day you bless those around you by your strength

so through my dark days to you i give thanks!

i know my words can’t wash away

what you still feel from that day

but at least know how you lived from then on

has made this guy not feel so like life is done

as you take yours past the limit

bearing a hope to all who can have it

losing you

HIM:

no its called writing what comes out, if i think too much on the spelling then im not writing from the inspired moment

if you feel down its cuz youve felt higher, if you been there then that means you can rise that much more…looks is mostly what i can talk to you bout, but the truth is your beauty is reflected from what lays beneath

 

HER:

in which such beauty does not exist but only an illusion caused by a moment. that moment has ceased.

 

HIM:

denial only proves exsitance for if nothing was then there would be nothing to disprove

i am the guy that will tell you how much your worth, then when you feel ontop, tell you a thousand times more

 

HER:

i cannot accept these words you tell..for beauty and worth are in the eye of the beholder and you cannot prove what you cannot see.

 

HIM:

does not a tree make sound with no one around? or the moon rise with none to see? you are deffinition of pure beauty, not because of nothing less then what angels sing, nor less then what songs of saint nick cheers bring…you are what i wish to see, i wish to hold and be, do not fault yourself for my lack, but never let you smile hold back, lest this world be cast into darkness, where love becomes nothingness

 

HIM:

smile cuz there is a tomorrow with you in it, even if you have a man and i cant be it, life needs you to be in it, head high as my hopes are lifted everytime i talk to you

 

HER:

nothingness is where love leads for the tree with fall, the moon with hide, and such beauty you speak fades away. angels may sing but no lullaby will be heard and the children will sit and mope. my smile will die just like you and i until everythings a shade of gray.

 

HIM:

you are heard upon every string of my heart, and i long to make you seen more then the sun, so if you can weather this time we are apart, then i will show you what life as love has won, i dont press more cuz i feel i have failed you, no matter how much i want you, ive been here to encourage you, if you see shades of gray, its cuz im not there to make your day, hear hearts sing that praise, if you can except what is not worthy of your feet, then the rapture you will meet, your heart and soul will be lifted, and mine will be gifted, for you are worth more then i can afford, i prayed everynight the day would not come ide be ignored…how to tell you what your worth, without scaring you to the far ends of the earth?

 

HER:

these failed attempts have made me choke.i lay silent; my words are not of worth. i have been blind to those who love and i have hurt. it must have been my lack of passion. i am not that you have imagined. ignored is not what has become, your prayers may have been answered. but love, happiness seems out of fashion.

 

HIM:

i want my love to be as the wind you feel, the air you breath, not the sun as you feel, nor as a trinket you find, i want to hold you as one who has nothing, as one who is not without you anything, without words to express, i want to have you so impressed, that i could forever make you feel, naw want you to know what i feel

 

HIM:

i only wish to be the one that could make you shine your worth, lack is not cuz your unearthed, nor cuz you have not, but are what i wish to say i got, you give meaning to my words

 

HER:

i care not of what you may feel, i wouldn’t know if it was real. you may put into sentence every word in the dictionary and make the combination sounds oh so ordinary. this is not a dare though, impressed i may be, not because of the words you speak but because of the love i will be able to feel as the wind brushes through my hair and God answers you as my prayer.

 

HIM:

so may God tell me what itll take, thru this wal to break, if i have not words then what? i feel that im just as stuck, i want you to be upon my heart as queen, but i feel my words no longer will enough mean, so how shall i overcome this? how can i steal your heart upon a kiss? if i leave then i lose what i built for you, if i dont then i feel i lose more to, will you give me your hand? or will i be just that man, you knew with words crafted, nad never the one gifted, your the one i want, need and cant ever see anything else, nor never anthing else compares to what ive felt, then when talking to you, and these words hold true

 

HER:

i cannot accept these words you tell..for the future i cannot tell and feelings are in the eye of the beholder and you cannot prove what you cannot see.

time fades us

HIM: every way that you feel, your feeling without Me,
and that breaks my heart i cannot be,
so wish upon a star to one day turn the M to We
like a frown to a smile making all happy
dont waste so much time dancing around destiny
or atleast not the words of love speaking

HER: it feels as if destiny has forgotten its course
everything i do and say feels forced
… we cannot be because love does not ring
in the frown hidden behind the smile.

HIM: ah well i shall buy you the biggest bell
that there will be no mistake to tell
of when love rings for this angel that fell
reaching even to the depths of hell
to symbolize its no limit love drawn from
a deep and unending well

HER: the bell might ring and the sound will drift
with the wind away from the hell we have created.
sedated, we shall be as love travels into our lungs
numbing our bodies from head to toe until it becomes
a glow we will never show.

HIM: i feel drugged everytime we talk, thats the only example
for being unable to walk, as my heart is always searching ways
to not be so far apart, and yet heavy with all the love yet
unleashed, i take the blame of love not lived, as one wooing
a rare song bird, with nothing more then crumbs to give,
so that feeling you said of being numb, thats a promise that im
not yet done, so open your heart as lungs do for air,
and dont be suprised when filled by the one who cares

HER: ill help you walk, ill keep your heart beating..
ill keep you high..the distance will shorten as time pass by.
our lungs crumble to feed the birds and the chirping will blend
with the sounds of the bell..i do care as well as the numbness pulls
our love apart

HIM: time can only try to fade what numbness cannot part,
the only mistake i have ever made, was trying to live without my heart

need to stand

i dont want pitty
i want to help a whole city
the ones that helped me grow
and when i fell, they didnt go
ive heard the words of we will stand
i just want to see i can be that man
you say you could hire anyone?
im here cuz you believe in this one?
i want you to know not what i can be
but make me the one that others see
as what you are to me and more
i live not for what is promised instore
i dont want your money to rise
i want to stand on my own to no suprise
im not seeking help to live, dont insult me
i want to become what so many have said they see
dont mistake my respect as optionless
nor my words that i feel unblessed
i do thank you for all you do
but i want to be that one helping me like you
i dont want the promise of grandeur
i want nor the feeling of being secure
i wish not to only rise one day
but to stand upon the words you say

love writes the music

i feel the rythem in my bones

even tho im alone

producing words thru the vibe

is now how i survive

music creating a perfect world

i could write of all i hate

more based upon my mistakes

but i choose my words like a virgin

one day to offer its purety to her

the special one of my heart

matched as light to the dark

always on my mind

that one day we both will find

the ending to my sentences

the beginning to inspirational experiences

so as i write to every tune

in hopes ill find her soon

i look up to see her in the clouds

lest i become lost in the shrouds