dec 6th tuesday 2011
i have my debut muay thai fight in 3 days and a wake up. im scared as shit. ive trained for 7 months learning how to fight. for all those times i was too weak, too scared, or too small to help those i loved and friends. all the times I was unable to stop wife beaters, stalkers and street punks. im scared of losing this fight cuz of what i t represents. the mile marker in my life, and i pray it does show a man able to overcome. I dont want to win, i want to succeed. I have been stripped of so much, now all i have are my hands. I have to keep my hands.
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dec 12:
lost by decision. Have no clue what happnd, nor where to go now
I like the new look. Light coming through the darkness, how fitting